happy 2nd year :)

how time flies! we have been together for two years already, can u believe it? anyway he took me to alfresco dinning at north border which is just beside one rochester and after which we headed to cine to catch the curious case of benjamin buttons.

dear, do u know somethin? i wouldn’t trade anything in the world for the sweet memories that we created and also for the times we fought..these experiences gel-ed us, helped me grow and made me realised why i kept falling in love with you over and over again..love u (:

have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry?

i’m just pretty much too overwhelmed by the various emotions i felt today.

being in a relationship means that there are only 2 persons who matter yet, at times it doesnt feel so. i know what we share is not something that all will comprehend and i also know that people who care about us want the best for us cos they love us. but there’s this whole chunk of expectations that i feel i have to live up to and i just feel that i kept having to prove myself and set everything in balance all the time. it gets to a point where i feel that i’m just not good enough and defeated.

i talked to him about it. and i’m glad that he shared his thoughts with me. to him, relationships are complex in nature. and he feels that in the midst of this complexity stands the both of us; we are the builders of this relationship and no one knows better about what we have went through except for the both of us. so i shouldnt let people’s judgment and opinions affect me so much as long as we both know that we are in love.
so for now, i just want to have some alone time to sort out my thoughts.

recess week dont end so soon, s’il vous plait?

wq: haha eh! i played fetch with my dog yesterday loh! hahaha i’m quite a good owner la haha..oo i sold the drumset away cos i hardly drum and it was collecting dust haha

so i’m halfway thru my recess week and i hardly touched my work. (HELP!) but i’m loving every minute of it 🙂

played badminton with ys, melvin and jimmy on monday and wednesday. i ached like hell after monday’s session but amazingly i dont feel the ache today after yesterday’s session. this must be a sign that i’m getting fitter and in shape haha! oya and something happened between jimmy and i during the wed’s session, but we are ok already 🙂

tues morning i had tr2201 project meetin and i have to say that i’m very impressed and grateful by what tecko has done for the online portal for this project! at night, i met up with jeremy for dinner. it has been about 3 years since we last saw each other and boy how much both of us have changed! anyway we went to timbre at the art house and sat there for abt 3-4 hours just catching up. at the end of the night, we consumed one pizza, soup, 4 erdinger, 1 lychee martini and 1 tuttu hahaha!

so right now, i’m stuck at home catchin up on my work and i’m so looking forward to tmr 🙂

updates!

hahah eh i havent been updating for a while ya oops. been really busy, stress and rest deprived. it’s the first time in my uni life that i have pimples breakout due to stress can hahah! anyway, finally i’m able to just relax a little for now 🙂

little updates:

– went to coolbar at portsdown rd with kev and now loves the beer they have there haha

– i sold my drumset away

– been busy with tuitions

– after playing left4dead with jimmy, tecko & ys, i cldnt sleep properly that night cos i kept dreamin abt the stupid witch chasin after me

– i finally got my hands on the book eclipse

– vday was a little unconventional this year. spent it at jimmy’s place doing some work and playin games. later in the night, we headed down to airport for earle swensens and to send stella off. btw the cards were done for jimmy and for my loved ones and the flower was given to me by mark, thanks!

and yups, i falling sick. so i think i ought to get into bed and read eclipse now hahaha!

i need a kit-kat.

gosh i’m damn disoriented and overwhelmed.